Can I Skip The Date?

Today, tomorrow. What had happened in the past. I just don't want it to repeat the memory. I'm scared of being disappointed again. Hoping on it too much will make me sad.

Everyone is planning on going home this weekend. Awal Ramadhan with their family. I don't what's this feeling is all about.

Dalam diam, harapan yang terbina itu tinggi. Tanpa aku sedar. Walau aku sudah cuba menghalangnya daripada berlaku. Boleh tak kalau hari esok tak wujud? So that aku tak akan berharap apa-apa, tak ingat apa-apa, dan aku tak akan rasa kecewa apa-apa. =/

Rasa kecewa dulu masih belum pulih dalam diri. Trauma bila terlalu berharap akan dapat seperti orang lain.
Pathetic

Moga Allah memelihara diriku dari kekecewaan. InsyaAllah Amin =)